Calm Before The Storm

You know that moment where everything feels

happy hunky dory, and then at the snap of a finger it all blows 

up in your face.

It's amazing how things can become so FUBAR so fast.

It's like blinking.

One moment everything is beautiful, you close your eyes, open them back up and the it looks like hell on earth. 

And that really sucks.

So many things happen all at once.

The human race is far from perfect.

We judge people left and right and don't realize how it can effect them if they find out. I've found myself in a few of the moments 

recently and it hurts.

Not the stinging, tingly hurt, the dragging a knife through your

skin and scarring kind of hurt.

If there is one thing I am learning from these experiences it is NOT to judge. I've done my fair share,

and now it is time to stop.

In conclusion,

Don't judge me, I'm not perfect and I know it,

and I will do my best not to judge you and proceed to break your face...

Karma

Certain things of a superstitious nature are hard to believe,

save for one:

Karma.

And she is a bitch.

What goes around comes around, right?

I can't help but always wonder when karma might slap in the face

for when I had done something wrong in the past.

It's kind of scary thing if your really sit down and think about it.

She moves in mysterious ways,

get on your knees boy.

You never know when it boomerang of life will come back to you,

whether it will be good or bad and when it will happen.

It's rather mind boggling if you ask me.

We need more Hank Moody's in this world. 

The Comfort of Safety

It's been a while, I have other things to take care.

Nothing beats the feeling of being safe,

but sometimes that feeling goes away.

What should one do when not feeling safe?

Especially when it's in your own home...

Can you even call it home when you don't feel that it is safe?

This is a problem I have been facing on occasion.

I have seen some messed up things, 

I've watched some of my closest friends succumb to the temptations 

of drugs and all the problems it causes.

I never thought I would see it out front of my door.